Don’t ask me what I can’t tell you! I can’t tell you what I don’t feel. I can’t feel what I don’t know. Don’t ask me to explain! It makes my head spin. I don’t want to think. I want to be blank. You don’t have to understand. I hardly understand myself! But what does that matter? I just have to feel. Only when I feel do I know. Only then can I tell you.
This heart beats….and I don’t know what comes next!